Update

I know it has been a while since I have posted anything, and the pictures I did post were not very good. I broke my camera and have been using a phone to take pictures. Ryan just got a new camera but is taking it on deployment with him. So maybe soon I will get a new one. Anyways our lives has been pretty crazy. Ryan now leaves for a 6 month deployment on Friday. I just lost my job at the animal hospital and now starting a new job working for the navy. I will be doing daycare. Yes I know exciting, but I miss being with Colby and I felt like I was missing out on allot in his life. He is growing up so fast, and I want to be apart of it, and I love to work so this works out for Colby and me, and even Ryan. I have the same days off as him and I now work the same hours. I'm not going to lie watching kids is the hardest thing you could ever do. Stay at home mom's really are amazing, and people don't give you enough credit. It is so much easier to drop your kid off at day care and go to work I promise. I am getting pretty good at this deployment thing. This should be his last one for a while. I would like to skip out of town for a while and go see my family. I really miss them, and once again I am missing out on seeing Carries new baby. I can't wait to see pictures. I keep dreaming of the day we will all be close together again.